| i never wanted to get married. i never wanted to have babies. i never wanted stability. recently i have started to think i want these things |
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| i am 17,drunk and on this fuckin internet searching for a fuckin rave to attend and take some drugs. instead newcastle is boring. yes i want to fill the gap in my soul. yes i want to forget who i am. i am sick of good girl attitude. i want to blank out. i don't even know myself. deAr friends are youworried? don't be. im going to be just fine. i have never known god and i have never known myself or anyone else if i think about it for longer then 23.4 seconds. B Y E |
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| i am so easily amused. sitting here laughing at myself and i am not even doing anything funny. too much caffiene. too much thinking. im not innarested! |
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i stutter out a conversation down glowing fibre optic then crawl away from it all, trying to sleep but the light peeks through the blind and a tiny clock ticks louder then my heart which is racing and my tears are slow dancing on the pillow. they call this something but i am not sure. tell me it is worth it. |
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*THREE THOUGHTS FROM TODAY*
With me, Flags and weapons, The world exists for whom? Today. Look down nasty pacifist – look down, Maybe we can all look down. Maybe we can, Use this opportunity to denounce corporate greed, You’ve got large fries and a billion chances, Tell me, For who do we breathe? Today.
I can’t sleep today at this desk, For fear that the little people have to see this, He is tiny and for that I am lucky, This will not affect our world of fragile minds? I could fall to my knees, fall apart, and pass out. Smile- your government loves you.
LUCKY FOR ME, THIS TIME I AM SNEAKING GLANCES AT MY OWN REFLECTION, IT GETS THIS BAD SOMETIMES, I DO NOT UNDERSTAND THIS TREND, PEOPLE LIKE SHEEP ON THE RUN, ESCAPE THE MUNDANE, I COULD BE ASLEEP, AND I BELIEVE THAT IT WOULDN’T MATTER, YOU HAVE OPTIONS, LUCKY FOR YOU.
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